I wanna die

I'm too tired of this life 

all I need is my big sleep 

you are so far away 

you love someone else 

another day passed me by 

another day filled with pain 

you are not here 

you're with someone else 

I love you to death 

you love someone else

so I just wanna die 

I hate myself for loving you

we have touched for the last time

you are long gone, in love with someone else

I now fear nothing but life itself

and I have learned that living is just a slow way to die

I do not believe in life or in love anymore.

the joy I feel are the joys of emptiness

I hate myself for loving you

the fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease

no-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.

to escape life itself now seems the only solution

with relief i look foward of letting go of the pain

finally... there is peace in my soul

to lie dead without a concern , without a tear,

you own my heart

and life without you is so imensly painful

just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down 

my face

I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, 

you are everything , I am nothing

I want to die

but really... I am already dead