my sucks life !

I hate myself for loving you
I hate it ‘cause I do.
I hate myself for loving you,
When I know your love’s not true.
I hate myself for loving you,
And keeping my love inside.

I hate myself for thinking things.
I hate not telling you.
I hate myself for hiding me.
Not letting my true feelings show.
I hate myself for hiding all,
When you have a right to know.

I wish that I could show you.
I wish that you could see.
I wish that I could show you,
All the things inside of me.





I hate myself, for all that I’ve done.
I hate myself, for trying to live.
I hate myself for showing emotion.
I hate myself for attempting to love.

I hate myself with a burning passion.
I hate myself for all that I am.
I hate myself for crying my eyes out.
I hate myself for trying to stand.

I hate myself, nothing can change that.
I hate myself for not having died.
I hate myself for cutting the rope.
I hate myself, for the failed suicide.

I feel the grip of my own self-hatred.
I feel the cold, hard hand of God.
His grip is cruel, his humor worse.
He sent me from being happy, to this lonely rotting hearse.

I hate myself because of life.
I hate myself for trying to hide.
I honestly think I’d be better off dead.
I might as well commit suicide.